She’s made me smile more in the past few weeks than I could have ever imagined :) Can’t wait to see her tomorrow!
I check my messages surprisingly often for someone who never gets messages.
Am I the only one that frequently wakes up from naps feeling panicked for no apparent reason?
If you can go a whole day without wearing pants you know it’s gonna be a good day.
Everything is falling into place and I’m incredibly happy because there are so many small things that could’ve gone horribly wrong. Can’t wait for fall!
This is the first time that I feel like I’ve acted even remotely like a normal person when having a crush on someone. I feel like I’ve actually been able to tell the difference between what’s appropriate to say and what I should either not bring up or wait until later to ask. And the couple times I have said something stupid, she’s been understanding and helped me try to learn instead of putting me down for it. But I actually feel comfortable waiting and I’m not trying to rush anything and everything is going as well as I could hope for. I just feel like I’m finally ready and mature enough for a relationship. I think my anxiety held me back before and messed with my thought process, making me say stupid things and over think things way too much. And now that I’ve overcome a lot of my anxiety issues I feel like I can do all of the things that I couldn’t do before. I still have issues and it still affects me obviously but I feel genuinely happy and that’s an accomplishment for me I guess. Sorry for the long post, just had all this on my mind and wanted to put it somewhere!
Damn, shits getting serious tonight haha
Today was a really nice day and I’m honestly really looking forward to when school starts :)
Seeing her for the second time tomorrow :) I need to not be so nervous, dammit! I’m really excited though and I’m sure it’ll be a really amazing day :)
I find it ironic when people say suicide is selfish. I mean, you’re basically saying, “You have to just deal with crippling depression and other terrible things going on in your life just so I don’t have to deal with the pain of losing you.” What’s more selfish than that?
So my friend’s Grandma owns a llama named Frodo and a bunch of sheep. We’ve started calling them Frodo and the Fellowsheep.
Finally got to watch another movie together! It was really nice :)